written by O'hene Savant, Rhodes by O'hene Savant, orchestration by Van Hal (ill harmonic soul orchestra), ocarina by Sauna do Mew (ill harmonic soul orchestra), strings by Senna Slender (ill harmonic soul orchestra).
lyrics
Now mama itz been years since you departed from the planet
Or maybe you're still here and it's just
Hard to understand it
I remember I was angry that you left me
I was bitter,
had dreams I ain't accomplish that I felt that you ain't consider
What's worst is all the imagery you left
Me with to suffer
Just can't get over seeing you dying and coughing blood up
I touch ya, these doctors have no mercy
I'm aware, they only see a junkie takin up another bed,
Although you was the one who used to
Make the ghetto smile;
They only see an HIV infected ghetto child
Somehow, I manage to keep living out my dreams,
I took your genes to places our family's never seen.
And you should see that Sheda girl I married she's a queen
Get on her nerves from time to time I know, that's just me;
Aunt Star and I don't speak as much as we should it hurts
But part of me's reminded of you when I look at her
What's worse is I got children that our family barely knows
Co's some of them so clique-ish they don't
Like me and it shows
And so I keep my distance
They invite me I don't show,
I wish that it was different why they spite
I don't know
Could it be that I'm successful? Nobody thought I could,
Apart from you that is and some friends from the hood
It's all good
Maybe one day, we'll see the love will show...
Maybe one day,
We'll never know....
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